I've learned to live inside my head
Because the emptiness of the past few months had me wishing I was dead
Choking indecision, between me and who I'm perceived to be
Now I'm 18, an adult, whatever that means
And all those bare trees, they're making me think
Another fucking year goes by
And I still don't know what I'm doing
I see a lot of myself in these Autumn trees
Rotting out, decaying, a shell of what I used to be
I've grown colder than these North East winters
Watching myself wither
Now I'm 18, an adult, whatever that means
And all those bare trees, they're making me think
Another fucking year goes by
And I still don't know what I'm doing
I still don't know.
credits
released March 13, 2014
Produced, engineered, and mixed by Adam Cichocki of Timber Studios
timberstudiosnj.com
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